I really appreciate what I got in that year. My life went so flat at the beginning of the year until it banged me up at almost the end of the year. That was f'in surprising me even everyone around me. But things got screwed up eventually. I was back to the sorrow at the end of the year just like last years.
In the year of 2010, I finally knew the truth from Janet. The past wickedness has been cracked out. I was totally an ugly duckling in compulsory school. Not even single one wanted to be friends with me. I was fat with the straight long hair and I was so tanned. I used to put frown on my face. LOL. So, you can picture that I might have been such a grumpy. The only one that friended me was Janet. Janet had an intuition for me though I was mean to her. Bitches that were friends with Janet told her to push me away and let me always be a loner in class (I didn't even know about this!) cause they put the shitty sweet face on me. They said that I was too horrible so I didn't deserve to be around them. I was bullied by being mocked everytime I walked on them.
But now, they're just like racing to get my attention just because I'm lookin much better. People who have just known me don't believe that. They're trying to get closer with me like nothing ever happened to me. Though they said sorry, it can't erase the remains. So, what I'm goin to do is just keep goin high even twice better than them. They might envy me and that's what could make me smug.
It's just so easy to fool them around! ;)
Well, on 31 night, I went for dinner with family. Then I just saw many fireworks firing out near my home and I took a record so ya peeps can see it right underneath.
2011
The resolutions of this year :
I'm gona get my ass off to Czech for like 6 months. LOL. I got chance to study abroad in Czech since I have wanted to see Prague in person. So that's pretty much a coincidence or my luck. Will miss my family and buddies here :(
Then, if I save more money over there, I could probably travel to Spain, Italy, and France :D I'm so friggin hyped!!!
At the end of 2011, Janet and I decided to get along together. Just will be so many things to tell her.
My personal resolution after what I got in 2010 is that I just wana play around in my life. I will be easy to my life so life will be easy for me ;) I'm still young so I will just walk away until where my feet belong to.
